There’s Only Little Time Left

by Yani on March 16, 2012 · 4 comments in Personal

Assalamualaikum wbt and Hi 🙂

I just dont know if I should always remind myself or just let the time passes like I dont even care at all when the SPM result will come out in less than 3 days, I guess? I’m just hoping for another miracle to happen on this March 21st. I know with all efforts we’ve made, all prayers we’ve prayed, if God wills it, then it will find its way for the best thing to come to us.

My life had been so awful lately. With feelings and emotions that I’ve been holding in for too long, these tear me up a bit. The anxious feeling I get whenever I give a thought about the SPM result I’ll have, that’s quite freaking me out. The sad feeling I get whenever I keep on reminiscing shit things people throw to me, I just dont know. My sleep schedule truly said, unorganized.

But still, all praises to Lord when I’m still holding on to my earlier New Year’s resolution until this moment, mid of March. Alhamdulillah.

you areI’m feeling a bit better now when I managed to be frank about every-single-thing though I know that would hurt ones feeling. Yet, at least that would only last for a moment, not for a long time. And I hope you would understand me for what and why I’m doing that.

I could only thank you, for not being mad on me (though that’s what I’ve been waiting from you for so long yeah weirdo me) for trying to understand me more, for trying to change for the better and make things get even more better, InsyaAllah. For never fail to help me making that one thing being done for every single day and else.

I just dont know what else to write here, heh. But please always know that I’m glad, very glad when you’re always there for me, and please always be there for me, and dear Lord, thanks for lending me this one loveliest person for me to hold on.

I’m just hoping and praying that this would be, infinite.

Lotsa love, Yani.

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1 Akmaomar March 19, 2012 at 12:40 AM

Salam yani, may Allah swt always bless u…one thing u must always remember u still have family always love u and support u..gud luck dear..doakan all d best 4 u…

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2 Yani March 19, 2012 at 12:05 PM

Wsalam kak, hehe. Yer, betul keluarga mmg selalu akan ada. And thanks alot!

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3 trish March 20, 2012 at 2:08 PM

gudluck..sy pun jiwa kacau tunggu result spm ni..

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4 Yani March 20, 2012 at 7:40 PM

Semua jiwa kacau agaknya sekrang kan? HAHA. Okay! Goodluck too! 😀

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